it's finally the end of the week. for me/us at least.

hint: it really helps when thr are only four days of school.

i think, i like this sem's modules much better. law's really interesting. cos now i knw i cant ever eat cookies on the train again and not risk being hauled off to court or smth. as for weather, i hope it's relatively more interesting than real estate. like maybe i can really become a future weather woman or smth. as for the rest, i think they're pretty cool and so are the lecturers. hur hur. lol.

oh dear duno wht to write alr.

too many things to say. but to summarise it all,

i think life can be pretty shit.

like really really.

not tht im doing badly or im abt to die tmr.

but this whole thing is tiring.

thinking abt a future job is already a headache, but thinking abt the hundreds and thousands of other ppl fighting for the same job is even scarier. not to mention the fact tht the question of one's capability is inevitable.

and i hate having to accept things when i dont really want to.

i dont like not being able to say anything just in case i may screw things up.

and sometimes the frustration builds up at such an alarming speed i may or may not hit the wall (not literally) and then feel totally stupid after tht.

it's also scary how the world is. like it can be divided into many segments. hmmm how do i put it.

ah...

on one hand, you can think abt how you're having a bad hair day and why on earth you decided to match a yellow top with purple pants. but on the other, you start thinking about poor african kids or smth. then you wonder, why people get killed like every other day. or like how come you msged the stupid boy next door but he dint bother replying you. and the list goes on and on. it's like there are so many things to think about! (eh who said i cannot multi task ah? lol). or is it just me? maybe huh. but i think that's one of the reasons why people go crazy lorh.

okay lah. ive run outta steam alr. forgot what i wanted to say and even if i do rmb, cannot say anything here. cozzz, anybody can read this and i can get hauled off to court, again. do i sound like i wanna get arrested very much? it's all because of lsc (legal system and contracts) i tell you. hahahahah.

but but but.... im still very happy. i'll prove it to you!