white orchids with love.

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

eeeeee. ive decided to become a slug. hahaha. not literally though.

i dont knw wht to write! ok. i watched step up today. like after sooooooo long. and Channing Tatum is super cute! and oh my gosh. all the big shirts and baggy pants he wears make him so huggable. next time, i want a boyfriend like tht. i guess he doesn't have to look that good cos im not tht perfect either! and must be super tall too. and dimples please. wheeeeee.

back to the slug. i really feel like one nowadays. i cant seem to get anything done. why ah? hmmmm. i really ought to get started soon. i will! i will. lol. im bored. wht shld i do now?
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
12:03 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

so, you all have been saying im fat.
why not tell it to my face so the impact wld be greater?
and even if im fat, wht's it to you? do i need to be aneroxically thin and have a BMI of 13 then u'd stop saying im fat?
bloody hell.

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
10:53 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

funny stuff happen everyday. haha. hahahahahaha.

× NäÐ.™× [▫Main Sic & Maflag▫] just me n my MEHs. says:
size of hotmail inbox grew man
Im gona be mean to you today! says:
yea i think so too!
Im gona be mean to you today! says:
i can sudd store a lot more mail
× NäÐ.™× [▫Main Sic & Maflag▫] just me n my MEHs. says:
no it really did grow!
× NäÐ.™× [▫Main Sic & Maflag▫] just me n my MEHs. says:
it was 250mb
× NäÐ.™× [▫Main Sic & Maflag▫] just me n my MEHs. says:
now suddenly 1000mb?!?!?!
× NäÐ.™× [▫Main Sic & Maflag▫] just me n my MEHs. says:
thats 1gb already man
Im gona be mean to you today! says:
yea la. can store more male
Im gona be mean to you today! says:
*maiil. LOLOLOL
× NäÐ.™× [▫Main Sic & Maflag▫] just me n my MEHs. says:
MALE
× NäÐ.™× [▫Main Sic & Maflag▫] just me n my MEHs. says:
LOLLOLOL

see wht i mean? HAH. i think it's the stress. i'll be missing the flash test! tht's 20% gone! ah! gd thing thr's project to back me up.
anw, im happy for the funny ppl ard me. thx for all the laughs! =)

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
12:06 AM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

i think i wanna change my blogskin. any suggestions?

so, ive been havin tests. and now im tryin to finish my dvpa. but not really workin. i started at 3pm today. it's now gona b2 2am. and im only half done.
let's see. wp was crap. glad i just passed the mcq. but i screwed up htm. lol. econs. stupid oranges! man. i'll not eat them for a mth. and news writing was the worst of all. all the best to me.

and now nad is tellin me i look lian. like how and why?! i cant even speak chinese properly. hahaha.

and i hate it when you leave me hanging thr. stop it alright. ure messing me up.

pretty isnt it? heh heh heh heh heeeeh.

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
1:59 AM

Monday, November 13, 2006

i felt like posting old pictures. so here goes! it was all taken durin the trip to erm Wales/London/Manchester. lol. credits go to Ngee Ann sec choir for bringing me there and yanisa for the pictures.

Harrods! The blardy expensive place. the prices of stuff in thr are jus eye-popping. i rmb seeing this fur coat thing costing close to 2000 pounds. if im not wrong. tht's like S$6000!

The outside of Harrods. We went in late nov. That explains the xmas tree.

some place. but nice view!

no idea why yani took this. lol.

erm. lovely tree!

why cant our uniforms be like theirs?!? but then again, we'd prob die of heat stroke.

i think it was a museum. haha.

this is either the London bridge or Tower bridge. can't rmb which one.

no idea who this is. heh.

it's Abraham Lincoln!

i think we were at some castle. and this is the outside of it. or smth.

loverlyyy. it's Madame Tussaud's btw. i still have the entrance ticket in my wallet!

ex best fren(exbf) with erm.. Hugh Grant? lol.

scary eh?

no idea wht tht is either.

yani, larry dajie and me. havent seen him in looooong.

this was outside some cottage show house. Anne smth stayed thr. i forgot her surname. but she's pretty famous. (i just checked wiki. her surname's Hathaway. she was Shakespeare's wife!)

unglam pic. i think i was pullin my pants up .lol.

this was in Warwick castle. forgot who the lady is. entrance ticket still in my wallet too! hahaha.

Warwick castle.

exbf!

i think we were goin out of Wales and the bus stopped for awhile. it was freakin cold tht day! 2 degrees celsius only. but shiok man.look at the flyaway hair!

the back of some Beatles gallery.

beanies! yani's a pseudo one. hee.

the very first hotel we stayed in i think. it was kinda scary cos the corridors had drawings of ppl and mirrors. creeeeeepy.

again.

this photo nvr fails to crack me up. i took it btw. hhaah.

the Beatles gallery.

some ferris wheel thing. it was damn sad we cldn take it! i think it was near this shoppin centre in Manchester. and it was the place exbf and i got lost and we made everyone in the bus wait for us to find our way back. we even argued a little i think. was quite a bad day for me.

oh and it was also the place i got my boots. i actually saw pink ones for 7 pounds. nice sleek knee length ones. but i just had to change my mind and take the black platform ones in the end. i regret now! 7 pounds is a good price cos it equals to S$21. ive nvr seen boots so cheap. lol. and now i hardly wear my black ones now too. hah.

i miss the trip so much! oh btw, we went cos thr was a choir competition in Wales. we won first place. but only cos the only other school competing was some primary sch. tht's like damn sad. but it's cos some African choir backed out last min. ahha. the places we went to were gorgeous.

i rmb goin all over the place to look for fish and chips cos i was craving for it. but by the time yanisa and i found it at some place, it was only alright. lol.
i rmb fighting quite a lot with exbf.
i rmb zq and cheryl's breakup and all of us comforting cheryl till early in the mornin.
i rmb tht morn was the day we were leaving for Singapore.
i rmb wrapping some nice danish bread frm tht hotel to dapao but forgetting to take it in the end.
i rmb warwick castle with the scary ghost rooms.
i rmb msging him but stopped halfway cos the card he gave me had no value.
i rmb considering msging him with my own card bt considered my parents' reaction if they saw a foreign no. on my bill.
i rmb wanting to call him but dint have enough $ to buy a card to call.
i rmb missing him quite a lot.
i rmb callin my parents on the bus and for once actually felt a tug at my heart.
i rmb goin to chinese restaurants and eating all the vegetable dishes with yanisa.
i rmb yanisa tellin me bout her roomie, who's also our senior, being pervertic and annoying.
i rmb jason using my phone to call back home and a bomb exploded on my bill. i cant rmb whether he paid me back.
i rmb being scared of the hotel rooms, i never slept on the side close to the windows and exbf was v nice to give in to me.
i rmb we nvr switched off the lights when it was bedtime cos we were both scared.
i rmb complainin to yanisa bout exbf.
i rmb the first night we touched down in manchester, we had a choir practice and every1 was too tired to sing.
i rmb the cottage whr i wanted to buy some beautiful intricate porcelain teapot for mother but it was too ex so i settled for a cheaper and cuter one and bought cufflinks for daddy thr too.
i rmb it was so cold in Wales the goves dint help and the day when it was 2 degrees celsius.
i rmb the night when everyone had to wait for exbf and i again cos we thot dinner was at 7 pm when it was 6.
i rmb feeling horrid.
i rmb goin to claire's and buyin lotsa stuff. earrings for sisters, lip glosses for girlfriends.
i rmb exbf cryin one night and i comforted her.
i rmb eating potato almost every English meal we had.
i rmb exbf and i givin all our coins as tips to the pizza hut girl cos she was rude.
i rmb tryin out mascara and smudging it badly and it was the performance night.
i rmb gettin scolded by the tcher for hiding in my fren's room and when the tcher found me on the floor, i gave her the lame excuse tht i was finding smth.
i rmb the lady at the airport insisting that i took out stuff frm my luggage and hand carried them or smth.
i rmb the cup noodles we had in the hotel room.
i rmb exbf and i getting the biggest room on one of the hotels and we invited the others to 'party'.
i rmb not goin for musicals like 'lady in white' choosing to stay in the room with frens.
i rmb watchin a comedy with naked ppl on british tv.
i rmb exbf and i goin to ppl's room to bathe cos we dint like ours.
i rmb rmb rmb.

i soooooooooooooooooooo wanna go back thr. how i wished i had brought a cam and was a camwhore. then i'd have a lot a lot of pics to keep for memories. actually, i did buy a disposable cam. but it cldn develop when i came back. sigh. we'll save up and go back thr someday alright? =)

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
8:41 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

the title is random! haha. i'm supposed to be studyin econs. but im sick of it. and i still duno a thing bout html when the test is on tues. oh well. i went for mornin service today. i think it was pretty good. just tht i fell asleep halfway. heh. and so... i think i wasted my day today. cos after service i had bk for lunch and went home to tv/comp.
i blog hopped just now. and i realized smth happened between my two frens. hmmm. i think one of them is feeling the same way as me. (i guess im gona go thru this post without mentioning names at all. lol). shld i be glad? maybe. ive nvr really told any of them how i felt. but then again (ohmygosh i just squashed a teeny beetle and green juice came out of it! eeee!) im not tht close to either of them anymore so why bother. hah. i wonder wht's gona happen on her birthday. will things be the same?

a lot of things have been on my mind. like dvpa storyboard. i have a rough idea of wht im supposed to do. but the qn is, how to do it? i forgot wht mr. Low said. did he say use camera and take pics ppl? or smth else? enlighten me pls! thx. heh

ok. question for the day! rank these four in ascending importance.
i) beauty
ii)intelligence
iii)charm
iv)money
eeeeee i jus squashed another fly and this time with my finger. yuck. bleh. ugh.

am i on your mind? hehe.

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
11:02 PM

Thursday, November 09, 2006

im fine alr! thanks to xiaoqian, rau, nad, eun, bren... and not forgetting, NURUL! i think they like my tagbox. haha. =x.
but. someone once said chinese songs are very erm emo. and i think it's so true. i think it's the lyrics man. and the bad thing is it reminds me of stuff i dowana rmb! =(.

OKAY. got impt announcement! im done with e learning except for IPRA summary! clap clap clap.

okay. so anw, today was storyfest. i think it was rather alright. i paired up with selinaaaa and we got Yuan Ching sec. there was a girl who was rather friendly. Xiang Lin's her name and i think i like her quite a lot! hah. but then i heard another girl sayin she had no idea why she voluntarily signed up to come. i think maybe we bored them. =(. haha. okay. now i really need to get started on econs or smth. otherwise u wont be seeing me ard anymore.
P.S. pls ignore stranger. he/she isnt in the right mind most of the time. =D. tata!

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
9:32 PM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i still dont knw wht's bothering me. bt mayb if i get to bash someone up down left right, i might feel better. i just might. how bout tht?

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okay. now tht felt jus a LITTLE bit better.

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
1:39 AM

something. or/and someone. is annoying me.
but i can't pinpoint it. hah.

argh. oh well.
i hateeeeee e learning! whoever came up with it shld jus die! or at least bang his/her head against the wall. ugh.
@#$%^&*!u589i3pierutjglksdgn-120393

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
12:30 AM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

okay. so this post was inspired by the book i just finished reading. it's titled 'brand new friend' by Mike Gayle. it's a rather good book cos the ending really was unexpected. i half wished rob and jo would get together. but tht'd jus be unethical cos he alr has ashley. the whole book is about how rob moved to manchester bcos of ashley and left behind his whole bunch of friends. he had trouble finding new ones until jo came along. so normally you would think a guy and girl can't be just friends right? but noooo rob and jo bcome the best of friends until some things change along the way and jo ends up falling in love with rob. now this got me thinking. i do have a good girl friend who has this really good guy friend and sometimes i feel he's more impt to her than i am. and nowadays i hardly hang out with her. i guess it's prob cos we're in different classes and thr's no time to hang out anymore. so she told me she doesnt really like the guy(he has a girlfriend too) but sometimes i think otherwise. i guess u can say i feel jealous tht he's somehow more impt than i am. it's like thr's competition. it'd be understandable if he's her bf, bt he isnt!. now i just sound lesbian. oh well. but as ive decided not to bother about this anymore, i shall stop here.

let's go on to the friends part! a big part of the book is about how rob has trouble finding new friends who are able to click with him. and coincidentally, a snippet of a conversation i had today (with nad, nurul and rau) was about friends for life. i realised thr are some ppl u can jus be acquaintances with, ppl whom u can relate to, but dont talk deep stuff with, the hi-bye kinda ppl, the really good to almost best friends kinda ppl and the get-out-of-my-face-i-cant-stand-you kinda ppl.now let me see. i think i have a few friends in each category. everybody does, right? so yea. anyway, i do have the ability of being able to lose friends for no good reason. dont ask me why. i dont knw the answer. although sometimes it's bcos of change of schools. but other than that, i'm baffled. is there smth wrong with me? hmmm. maybe. but trust me i do want to have friends who can last like throughout my whole life! i used to be afraid of saying the wrong thing, doin the wrong thing and whenever someone said smth about me, i would think about it over and over again. it's like as though.. i dont knw. haha. i haf a rather sad life. but i am quite happy now! like i think ive got good friends. and i will definitely try to be a good friend too. =).
hehe. okay. tmr is friday. which means im gona haf a talk nonsense session during 3 hr break again. wheeee. but im still thinkin about whether i shld skip ivp. i knw sel wants to. lol. and today, nad said i was an ambiguous wall! tht's soso sad! i shall never wear blue again. hahaha. and i so love mandy (and pontini and abu. but i cant find their pix)! if only she was real. LOL. oh yah i jus rmbed. my blog is now public! cos during nw today, i cldn resist the temptatin to tell sel i had a blog. and the nxt moment, everyone was goin, 'mich u have a blog?!?'. dang. wht's wrong with me having one? lol. okay tata for now!

MANDY!!

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
8:09 PM