i think i finally understand.
then again, maybe not.
but somehow, you seem a little worse off than me. because i kinda had it better than you. doesn't matter now though. cos you found a replaceable.
and i shall go wallow in self-pity now. aha.
and knw wht. you sometimes annoy the shit outta me. but wht to do. cant tell you cos u read every single thing tht is written here...