white orchids with love.

Friday, March 30, 2007

rmb i had lunch with an angmoh ytd? guess what. i had lunch with a japanese today. lolol.
my lunches just get more and more interesting. i think it's racial harmony week or smth. hope i get a cute russian tmr or smth.
and i seem to get more and more bored these days. jus look at the sudden fluctuation in entries.
oh well.

stomp the yard was alright. not too bad i guess. but man the movie was loooooong. and it's so cool how they dance. no wonder they all have six-packs. teeheee.
ok long day tmr. toodles.

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
12:50 AM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

finding company nowadays is so difficult. half of them dont stay in the east and the other half are just too busy. thank goodness for mr and mrs chicken leg though. haha.
btw, ever had ur girlfriend's boyfriend accidentally grab ur hand? lmao. ssssshhhh. =x.
but being out with them makes me kinda erm. sad. lol.
however, sadness isn't painful. it's trying not to be sad tht hurts.
cheeeeem eh (saw it in the newspaper aha). so yea. after being a lightbulb for quite long, i decided to go home.

oh and today, i had lunch with a total stranger. bcos, the place was too packed to have my own table. so anw, i got an angmoh stranger! but before u start cheering for me, i gotta tell you tht he's married and his wife's called michelle too. lol. so much for the chick lit storyline whr the girl always meets this hot guy over lunch/dinner/breakfast. aha. but it was a pretty pleasant lunch. conversation stalled though, cos i dint wanna seem like a talkative freak and he was too polite to interrupt my lunch. i think? lol
and i think i must have super sweet blood or smth! ive got at least more than 10 mosquito bites on me now. ugh.
GOODNIGHT.

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
12:21 AM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

People say eyes are the windows to our soul.
But i think my eyebrows are mine.
hahaha.

okay. so i managed to have one closure. but i'm not sure how many more i have left to go. two? three? doesn't really mater i think. i most probably wouldn't have the courage anyway. but i am glad we managed to clear things up. =). everybody's still the same i guess. being as pervertic as ever. lol. but yea.

went out with the mohd and the lau today. i finally managed to watch music and lyrics! you know ure really lagging when ur parents have watched a movie that u haven't. aha. sharks i totally forgot wht i wanted to blog about. hmmm. so anw, i had fun today too. starbucking with them is farrrrrrnie. the people-watching, freezing to death and all. lol.

oh yah! and im finally out of a job. hahaha.
and sch's starting soon! which is quite sad. =(

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
9:25 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

i feel like my arms and legs can drop off anytime. hahahaha.
it was amazing i dint get any cramps.
but it was fun. teehee
so pilates again next week with cl! yaaaay. lol

and earlier in the day, i went out with rau.
and i have smth to say.
listen up ah.
raudhah, is, reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllly retarded.
dont believe me?
try going out with her.

ok im done.

I KNOW YOU LOVE ME RAU!

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
11:39 PM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

thanks eu and wl. =)

i'm tired. haha. bedtime has been pretty early nowadays. nth like the 3, 4am ones a few weeks ago. do i miss it? quite. a lot in fact. i hate waking up early. bah.

so anw, i jus finished reading this book. it's chick lit, (wad didja expect) but thr was this character who died of cancer. and before he died, he decided he needed closure. so he found 5 0r 6 ppl whom he had hurt, had hurt him or were jus special to him but had somehow lost contact. i nvr thot closure was impt. if i were about to die, i'd rather leave everything as such(like u knw, not talking to someone for a whole lot of yrs, it'd be difficult to push back all the emotions/memories to gather up the courage and put down the pride just to see them. for the last time). but aft reading tht book, closure nvr seemed more impt. i definitely knw who i'd want to have closure with. the list isn't long but tht's good isn't it? haha.

but tht's kinda funny. cos like i said, im terrible at keeping contact or even maintaining a friendship (but im getting better now). so by right, the list shld be pretty long. but by left, im still young. thr'd be smth really wrong with me if the list was a few pages long. cos the guy in the story was over 60 yrs and he only had 5/6 ppl to find! lol.

i think i'm blabbering. i should go sleep now. but since we're on the topic of death, i jus rmbed smth me and bfffffffff were discussing.

wht song we wanted to play during our funeral. AHA. some topic eh.

but so anw, bfffffff's wld be Korn's Twisted Transistor. (cue Eu to LHAO[laugh her ass off])

and................

mine....

would be......

oh dear. it's so terrible i cant bring myself to say it!

erm...

from beijing to taipei.

did u see tht? hahaha. but i think i got the title wrong. it's either tht or the words are supposed to be flipped ard.

but it's like sooooooo sad! my funeral song is some cheena song which is highly annoying.

i dont believe you actually like it! ahaha.

so the main point of these two wonderful songs being played during our funeral, is so tht we wld jump out of the coffin and be alive again! whoop de doo. (cue some little boy :"mommy, the coffin's shaking!")

hmmm. this is a pretty long post. now i need sleep. tata all! =)

just being random. but i think this pic's cute. hehe.

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
10:36 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2007

Now..

All i want to do is...

Throw a tantrum.
Throw myself onto the bed and kick my legs in the air.
Scream my head off and punch everybody in sight.
And then after that, bury myself under the covers.

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
12:07 AM

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Work, Is.. Killing me. I Think.

I type So Much, I Think My Fingers Can Drop Off.

And You See, I Have To Type Like That For Work. Now Ive Got The Bug.

no la. just kidding. im versatile. i hope i really dont Type Like That. it's annoying and tiring. haha

but other than that, work's alright i guess. the people are super nice. i get an ego boost almost everyday when i go thr. =x. teehee.

and this work environment is like really much better? cos it's like i dont see ppl openly bitching abt others. but then again, maybe it's cos i haven't been thr long enough. is this how a cynic thinks? haha. but anw, i half wished i was unN(unemployed), but because of the nice nice nice ppl, i guess im doing alright. but the workload is overwhelming. before i can even finish ~~a quarter~~half of smth, they pile me up with smth else. ahhh! i wonder when im ever gona finish. =(.

hmmm. i took 196 today. to work of course. whr else?! it passed Mountbatten Road. and my gosh. some really really rrrrrrreally rich ppl live thr. i saw this huge house with its own mini carpark. i saw at least 7 cars. man. i can totally imagine living thr. [with my erm.. future husband?]

me: honey, mon ah, u supposed to take the Bentley hor.

honey: no la baobei. u forgot. it's the Mercs!

me: oh yah ah. i forgottt. and u rmb next wk ah, must rotate hor! otherwise all the cars nv use v wasted u knw right?

honey: yes yes. u naggy leh u. oh yah! rmb to pay our seven maids this month ah! otherwise they dont wash the seven cars i die leh! and and... rmb the swimming pool, the jacuzzi yada yada....

me: eh now who's the naggy one! faster go work la......

see wht i mean! ok la. maybe it's just me. but i saw other hugeeeee houses and of course, complete with swimming pools. i wonder how it'd be like to be that rich. guess this is wht most ppl fantasize abt during their free time. ok. at least i do. and i think i shall take 196 from now on. to look out for more nice houses. oh the cheap thrills of life. heh heh.

NOW, should i stay up to wait for the results? but ive no idea how many hrs earlier they'll send it to me! argh. i think i better slp. cos... tmr is another long day. =(.
I Shall Dream Of Stacks And Stacks Of Papers and Creaky Lousy Old Keyboards.........

Now, which of the two actions below is easier to carry out and is less damaging?

AND, which of these two actions is less conspicuous?

Your answers are greatly appreciated! =)

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
10:29 PM

Saturday, March 03, 2007

Awww.

What if we were wrong about each other?
What if you were really made for me?
What if we was `sposed to be together?
Would that not mean anything?
What if that was `sposed to be my house that you go home to every day?
How can you be sure that things are better?
If you can't be sure your heart is still here with me
Still wanting me
Your friend asked me if there was someone special in my life that I was seeing
I told her there was no one in particular
There's just I, myself, and me
I told her that I dream of you quite often
She just cut her eyes at me
She said you got a home, you're very happy
So just stop your meddling
I told her that I won't
I said things were cool, but I guess I was wrong
I still can't move on

sharks.

lol. today was tiring but super! i think i shall continue another time. kinda lazy now to do anything. i need sleeeeep.
and i suddenly feel like changing the skin. bff(ffffffffff)[the extra 'f's are more for the pronounciation, not anything else. try it! lol], this is all your fault! hahaha.

yours truly;
whiteorchids.
9:40 PM